My Struggle at 49

 I reached to decision making that I need a  change due to multiple reason,There were multiple reason unable to diagnose the the real one.May be My sons online DOTA Game,May be wanted my  son to explore the challenges across his life,May be felt enough at Kalpakkam 16 yrs of Good work to the community. May be wanted to come close to my Game practices and participate in friends schedules,May be wanted to establish buisness towards richness which leads to social services.

Finally reached and found new agenda added to my reasons of my presence in this new place,Getting connected with  past forgotten friends to know the reasons which were not much of any value.

Presently living the ethical way but still thoughts are always not so welcoming.

Struggle at 49,New house,new atmosphere,new situation,past memories,past school,and all these together a great struggle of why added to every action of others.

Why do they talk to me like that ? why do they probe? why I shouldn't? why don't they think the way I think? and So on.

New place with numerous thoughts but still feel I am quite Innovative, Smart and Youthfully for ever.

Love Life Megha